I like to think of myself as a little ahead of the curve much of the time, sometimes by as much as a month.  And over the last few weeks I've been saying to people that whilst they are still as deep as ever in the mud and progress forward is painful and slow, nevertheless there are the first signs of millimeter deep rivulets of clear water beginning to flow in your direction.  But in the short term this is little solace, and sometimes you have to be Atlas carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders and actually deal with problems - either that or give up. This is Saturn at his most challenging talking - it's always darkest just before dawn.  Within six weeks, the restriction and pressure evident since last October will be gone - until then, grin and bear it.