It's a weird one. I'm glad I've got an element of Gemini in my chart, bacause there are very mixed messages out there, with some people going even deeper to the point of acuteness and others beginning to dare to hope again. And I can see it both. But looking at client's readings I've done in the last nine months, the most common forecast was that of better personal economic and financial circumstances by the middle of October. Now, as we approach that time, I have no idea how this is going to transpire. I think a lot of people are cutting their cloth, so to speak. But as I said to someone yesterday, it's Mercury retrograde, in a highly unusual position. Imagine yourself windsurfing, but you're at the point where incoming and outgoing tides are twisting with each other, and with M Rx you can't 'go with the flow' because the flow is all over the place, in a hundred directions at once. So concentrate on balancing, staying upright, twisting and turning at any given moment and metaphorically STAYING ALIVE when all around you there's decay and disorder. Just under a week and Mercury stops going backward, and we should see some light by early October. And - footnote - I see that the UK has decided to cut its nuclear submarines from four to three on the grounds of relaxed security. Nothing to do with cost, then. Scrap the lot I say, all this posturing is just so twentieth century.
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Wednesday, 23rd September 2009 12:03
What a difference a day makes! Yesterday I felt happy to be alive today very unhappy.. Yesterday I was starting to "dare to hope", and thinking of casting "fishing lines into the future", but today I feel fearful and lonely- my theme tune is Greenday: Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
I am so frightened that any attempts I make to create a new future will go wrong ...My poetry for today is Iago Prytherch by RS Thomas -for anyone familiar with this poetry. it depicts a man toiling daily in the bleak Welsh landscape scraping a living from the most desolate landscape.
Anyway thoughts on international relations reducing arms etc- I salute President Obama for scrapping plans for the "Star wars shield" planned for Poland.There have been so many criticisms of him over this recently particularly with what people perceive as the continued threat from Iran-but it really looks as if he is trying to cool the arms race right down, and make better realtions with Russia.He is a brave inspired man- a breath of fresh air in a crazy world.
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Wednesday, 23rd September 2009 19:36
Roll on 29th , it's St Michael's day too so I am living in hope for a miracle, I am thrilled that what I have to face is on this day as it holds great meaning for me. Whatever the out come hope it will be the right one, Hope all of you guys can follow your instincts and find a way through good luck to everyone - again
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Thursday, 24th September 2009 00:05
Look at what you have been saying these last few weeks.........then look again at your footnote: It has started. No longer are the general public complying to the norm... even government is begining to work on the "back foot" The time for readjustment has arrived. It may not be heralded by fireworks of fanfare, but it will happen
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Thursday, 24th September 2009 00:09
Well I had a great day today. Just as well I saw it coming, but it was still not very nice. Got cr**ped on at work - the only one of four people in a work redeployment who is expected to take a 35% cut in salary. I pretty much told them to stuff it. Watch this space!
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Thursday, 24th September 2009 03:01
God, i'm confused. Have been walking around in a daze for days now. Don't know whats going on with me. Just started uni for the first time in my life at 40 and now i'm asking myself whether i should be there...was very sure at one point now i don't know....God, i hope it resolves itself soon...am i the only one feeling confused?
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Thursday, 24th September 2009 09:04
to the person who left the first comment.... I too have been there, and it is an awful feeling, so have a hug. You have to some how, and its not easy, hang on to your positivity, faith and trust, and just believe that if you give it your all then you are doing all you can to make things happen. If it doesn't work then it wasn't meant to and something else better is coming along. That's my take on it, scary as it is. And breathe! :o)
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Thursday, 24th September 2009 15:55
To :o)!I wrote the first comment and I have just read the above- thank you I don't feel so alone anymore-I am crying as I read this- because you're right you have to give your all to make things happen, and up till now I have been trying to create new things in my life in a very half hearted manner.You have made me think "Ican and I will"
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Thursday, 24th September 2009 22:00
oh bless! :o) here :o)I have moist eyes too reading your response. I just had figured the other day, that if it didn't work would I feel i could have done more, so I thought - right do more, give it your all and if it still doesn't work, well it was never meant to. Funnily enough I had just decided to get out of my comfort zone and go do some stuff I would never have considered before, when I read Steve's blog about fishing lines!! To the person at Uni, when I read that I thought ..... ah please don't give yourself a hard time, it's all new, so bound to feel strange. Take a deep breathe and roll with it for a while, and if it still doesn't feel right - well, then you may have to choose. Big hugs to all as we surf the waves!
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