Ice cold, so cold, it's like skating on the top of the world, it's like that moment of pure bliss/pain when the acupuncture needle hits exactly the right point... There's some type of fision, or fusion going on. We're in that peak time where anything can (and probably will!) happen. We are in the time of peak change that the whole of the last few decades has built to. I feel as if my soul is exposed, and increasingly I'm becoming aware of how important aspirations for the future are. The genetic time bombs are activating, both in the fields and in our backbrains. It's like new programming, scary because of the novelty but exhilarating also. I feel more effective and alive than I've ever felt in my life. No going back now - and my intuitions and my sixth sense and my seventh sense are on fire. It's the right time.
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 04:19
Oh my goodness, I've woken up so nervous (butterflies) & really emotional, despite everything in my life being as normal. Last night I watched the moonrise, like a bright yellow eye, between the heavy lids of two dark clouds, with a pillar of fire either side. (Our tall thin fire reflected in glass & perfectly twinned). This morning a mobile number left this sms message on my landline "pregnant", & now I'm off to camp with 20,000 odd people for 5 days. A massive percentage of them children (our future). Other than heightened emotions, I've felt pretty stable recently, but the moon -fire vision last night really hit me in the heart. You say ice cold Steve, I've been burning hot, on fire. No computer for 5 days....so Big Big love to you all. Let's hold to the light, & all that we know to be good. Peace out.
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 04:32
Good heavens, Steve. I was hoping for a nice quiet day of procrastination and drifting. If I'm to take full advantage of this time I guess that plan just won't do, will it? :)
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 08:27
To all of you people above, my advise is spend the money and get steve to read your chart!!! It is SO precise and I have not felt this exhilerated and flled with anticipation on a personal level for fifteen years.He is worth every penny and more!!
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 10:12
Truly hope so..It's high time for a major change in my life.I m all ready.Feels like I m facing a huge tsunami and just standing there not even moving a muscle..
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 10:25
I absolutely relate to this!!!
After two and a half years starting with the break down of my marriage, separation, redundnacy, child contact battles, financial settlements, divorce, leaving another job, recognising a deficient relationship with father and brother who have had a massive negative impact on my confidence levels, meeting a new wonderful partner, financial meltdown from the divorce, putting the house on the market to address divorce debts, seeing one buyer full through, on the cusp of an exchange with a new buyer etc: Things couldn't feel as is they are on a sharper knife edge.
I sit here now, a Scorpio born on the 21st November simply waiting. I can't control the speed of the sale of my house but I know that contracts are supposed to be signed today after numerous delays. I have no money because the bank has revoked my reserve although they know my house is nearly sold and my financial situation will stabilise (I have been with them for 20 years and I'll be changing banks!). I can't move in with my wonderful partner physically or emtionally and commit to her until the house is sold because of the financial drain which I choose not to impose on her.
I have no idea what the outcome will be, will the house finally go through leading to a chain of events that will kick start my life in a new and wonderful way...or will it all fall through as it already has done before, especially as news is that the housing market may fall againh? I'm scared that so much hinges on one outcome...
Trying to think positive.
I'm keeping faith, putting on a brave face, but the pressure and the stress inside is constantly there.
Hang in there everyone - things happen for a reason and that reason is always for the best...just trying to focus on the good things that I have in my life.
Steve
Everything, for me now hinges on my sale
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 11:17
I think you're leaving spiral vapour trails across the multidimensions Steve....! Agree that believing, or giving focused mental energy to things can and does enable possibilities to evolve wholesomely. Manifestation through focused intention. Having posted a bit of creative astronomy yesterday about a bit of Sagittarius and Orion overlaying each other with the sun or earth crossing between them, I read something today:'Whenever we look into the night sky, we can look one direction toward Sagittarius and peer into the galactic centre; or we can look in the opposite direction through Gemini to gaze through our own spiral arm (the edge of the Orion Arm) out into the universe....' (B Hand Clow) That caught my breath! OK I probably had the wrong arm of Orion, no idea.........but I guess it's about timing. The sense of nervous anticipation reminds me of the parachute jump you mentioned a while back - poised on the edge of exhilaration. (Not that you'd get me physically jumping out of an aircraft!)I don't think I recognise who I am any more because the way forward is unfolding like a glittering invitation, and the fear levels are strangely minimal. Meanwhile, back on the earth plane, must remember that people think I'm off the planet if I don't realise they are talking to me. It's a lot to handle :) Blessings x Ella
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 11:47
As an energy worker of Reiki, it's wonderful to hear your reaction to the freeing of blocked energy. Change is palpable now. I've been through a hell of a time, leading to now. I'm in a very strong place, ready to meet that which is changing and is on its way. I'm ready to go there, I'm ready to face it. It's a really empowering feeling :) And I've been given signs from powers far greater than anything earthly to keep on going and keep believing. Kinda nice, really. Bring it on.
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 12:24
12:30 and I've just read all this with great interest. After a night of wild and vivid dreams (a combination of humidity, midges and seeing 'Inception'!) I came into work to a meeting with someone I'd never met. There was the potential for conflict but instead it was totally exhilarating; a meeting of minds, a common purpose and the opportunity to achieve something great together that we could never have achieved by ourselves! A truly electric atmosphere that we both felt and obviously others are too! JD
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 12:54
Amen, brother. Strapping myself in for positive change and enlightenment.
Bobbe
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 13:45
The wheels are in motion. The small steps we've taken so far are gathering momentum. Just had an interesting and unexpected piece of news related to the web of drama I'm involved in at the moment. Will be very interested to see what transpires tomorrow. Feeling strong and self-assured. So glad to hear others are too.
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 14:17
What a wierd day, it's like the brakes have come off and everything is in motion again but at top speed. Plans needing reconstruction. I finally made a decision and acted upon it this morning. A decision that is a committment to a new life. I've been procrastinating for months, years even about this and now I made the choice and like a line of dominoes everything changed and started to flow. Like taking the cork out the bottle. Wowee, I'm up on the board and surfing the wave :) love and courage to all Lucyxxx
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 14:29
Hi Steve and CircleMates, tuning in to your thoughts of courage and peace and fun. bobbi
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 15:35
Steve:I see myself as a down to earth practical person and not easily disposed to 'touchy feely' ideas. (I am 59.) I want to tell you that for the last two years my life has been in a traffic jam not knowing whether to turn left or right. Over the last 8 days it is as if the motorway has been unblocked and I see my way forward with clarity, ease and joy.....Paul.
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 16:29
I find it interesting in the midst of this relatively brief period of heightened astrological significant activity that on Sunday, in the Mayan calendar, we will be entering the Cimi trecena - a 13 day period concerned with death and transformation! The first day of this trecena is aptly interpreted as a 'day to tie all loose ends'!!
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 18:01
Never felt so alone in my life...and burned out... but despite all this I am going to make one last push next week to try and at least remedy some of this situation....and one or two good things are happening- so good to meet a fellow kindred spirit nearby- a druid and at last I have found someone who I am much more in tune with.. and also a dear little black cat with a curly tail has taken up residence outside my home- he just wont go home- seems to like it here..and the universe is being very clever-it seems to be recreating things I have written recently- sounds bizarre but its true- particularly to do with a national short story competition I entered in May- several things have happened to me which seemed to echo the storyline, or maybe Im reading to much into it....the oddest thing that happened was a dream I had last week- I dreamedthat I was trying to wipe up a huge spillage of balck ink off tablecloth- I was acting very quickly to stop it going on the floor- I woke up and the newspaper headlines said-"OIl leak capped"-I do think we are all part of an unconscious mind- even if I do feel so alone...
Dunno- its all a strange and magical time- some days I feel so in tune others I just feel exhausted-but next week I am going to jump the divide between my new and old life....with things I am up to... well lets hope so...I feel an affinity with the Scorpio poster at 10.25 above- just about everything you're talking about has happened to me since October 2005-but Ive yet to meet a wonderful new partner....
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 21:19
Likewise feel an affinity with Scorpio at 10.25. The details are different, the purpose & sentiment are the same.
You are right to keep thinking positive, try and feel it too... It can be so difficult when things just don't cut us a break. You made some big & difficult decisions to move on, resistance often comes up in one form or another, we get tested. Stay focussed on your good reasons & intentions for having started the changes to begin with. Enjoy your freedom, your time with your new partner, and may the final sale align with your new life pronto! Plenty never dare to make the changes they long for, be proud of yourself. Sending you good vibes for a quick solution.
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 22:28
Hey all! I'm yo-yoing between utter frustration, anticipation & acceptance. I'm done with being isolated in the countryside, even though the energy is so beautiful & clean. My warrior spirit wants to get in amongst it in the city even though I now struggle with heavy & negative energy. I almost feel like a soldier waiting for the call to arms! I'm waiting, waiting, waiting... still not knowing what exactly it is I'm supposed to do with the rest of my life hahaha! I can feel the winds whipping up the swell in the distance, waiting to take me & my surfboard to wherever it is... COME ON, I cry, let's do it! But still I'm made to wait. The anticipation is becoming unbearable. I'm ready, but for what I don't know. I'm doing all that I can from here, but I know there's more I SHOULD do, even though my intuition whispers; 'Be patient!' I know I've a foot in both realities now, so quite how that'll play out I've no idea, it's not easy that's for sure. In a fortnight, I'll be facing one of my last big emotional & creative blocks on a writing course in Bath. I hope the astrological timing is positive, this is a very big deal for me as it happens & I think a building block in what happens next. My creativity is all I have, apart from my beloved friends, there is little else. Good luck to everyone, hold on tight, there will be tears (ok maybe that's just me!) but thankyou all for helping to keep me in the light. I find you all so inspiring, my beloved strangers! This web we weave is very precious. Sarah XX
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 22:52
My previous post was incorrect as 1 Cimi is on July 31 not Sunday, August 1 - too much work and wine and too little sleep!
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Thursday, 29th July 2010 23:14
Dear 18.01 - you are not alone, not on this site anyway!! and if you have met a kindred spirit, and a black cat has taken up residence (don't they say that cats always know the ones to go to!!) then you definitely aren't alone. Hang on to the good things too, and happy landings when you take a leap of faith, and remember to bend your knees! Hugs Sx
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